Hind sight is always 20-20, yes I should have taken it to the next level. That's two years in the past, and it feels good to have kicked the dust off the sandals. I spent four years at that school, and fought hard for the truth of the Gospel, which is the Doctrines of Grace, or calvinism, however one wants to put it. By the time all that stuff came up, I was tired of fighting. So maybe there was some apathy involved there, too. My college years produced more baggage than I care to discuss openly, here, but I can say that my walk rises and falls, as does anyone else's. I'm not going to beat myself up for what I should have done, anymore; but I'm also not going to ignore it as if I never even did the wrong thing, either. the older I get the more I realise that I don't have this thing called life figured out, but were God not in control I would have ended it years ago. I don't know if that is a sufficient answer for you, but it is the truth. May God bless,<br>troy

Last edited by GottseiEhre; Tue Aug 26, 2003 9:51 PM.
Grace is but glory begun;
Glory is but grace perfected!
- Jonathan Edwards